I sit and cry myself to sleep, just to wake up and cry again,
I cut to not feel, but the feelings just get stronger as does the urge to cut
I barley eat at times, but the rest of the time I don’t stop eating,
Im going thru shit in my mind, maybe I should be dead, what if she didn’t stop me last year? I wonder where I’d be now
- I really don't wanna live right now, fed up of being me and feeling like shit and so unwanted
- Fact: The human brain makes you see yourself as 5 times more beautiful than you really are.
- Me: Well fuck
- Actual Fact: It's actually, you see yourself 20% less beautiful than everybody else see's you.
- Me: Thank fuck
I got 99 problems and crying is one of em